Why do I want to work at night?
...My brain takes 12 hours to boot up;
There's a risk of entering sleep state...
I then surpass that into dream state.
Finally alive,
finally me,
at the cost of my memory
of reality.

They say lack of sleep does damage,
shortens your life even;
most likely true.
Staying awake, using your body for more hours:
More wear and tear -
pushing it fast,
using it more.

The training I never finished
was how to avoid burnout.
My pattern is wrong.

But the truth is still the same.
Salah is better than sleep:
Wake up for tahajjud;
Wake up for fajr;
Wake up at sunrise;

Three rounds of sleep a night,
water and wash each time:
Yet able to fall back asleep at command;
Awake at command.

If you take out the delay in falling asleep
and you speed up your mind with timed sleep,
You add way more hours back into a day
than you do by avoiding meals
and commutes.

2020-11-16 20:54

The best thing in life is the awesomeness of people.
It's a great feeling when it's your own children:
You have to make time to teach them awesomeness
and be there to see them pull it off.

Time is precious;
spend it with the right people.

2020-11-19